Um
My relationship with this podcast changes on a daily basis
Um, I think a lot about why the hell i'm doing this
And uh
I cannot deny that some of it is for selfish reasons
Why wouldn't it be
But then i'm also thinking of the possibility that
Perhaps um in the future
I'm gonna, you know, obviously we all croak
We all take a forever nap eventually
And that's going to happen to me as well
and then
but
My digital creations including this here podcast that you're listening to
This will remain forever
So
So i'm thinking about it that way although this podcast has no listeners I thought it did earlier
Nobody's listening
So it's basically just an audio log of
Brett
And whoever's listening to this right now
Um, you might be
Might be my son
You might be um my grandson or my granddaughter
God willing
So
I'm looking at it that way now
So
The objective of this podcast is to explore truth
Explore things that i've um
Well, not only explore truth but share like, uh
My insights
Because every day
Every day I change my perspective a little bit. I'm forever changing
Most people are forever always changing and my perspective changes on a daily basis
And my relationship with this here podcast changes on a daily basis
And now i'm thinking of thinking of it in that perspective i've abandoned all the ideas or all
Hopes
Of getting
I don't think I ever necessarily wanted to get famous doing this
But I wanted like, you know, I thought it would be nice to have some recognition to
participate in the podcast ecosystem
In one way or another but
Barring that
It probably won't happen. Maybe it'll happen. Who knows? It doesn't matter
I shouldn't do it for that
I shouldn't do it for recognition if i'm doing it for recognition. It's uh
It's a fool's errand it's never gonna
And I don't have the the motivation to promote myself anyway
But
I'm rambling here
I honestly forgot what I was going to talk about this morning
But man the the gloomy weather continues to
to uh
To keep its death grip continues to have a death grip on on the valley on the northern california valley
I
Haven't seen the sun in probably three to four weeks
Pretty crazy weather we've been having it's
I understand it's called an inversion layer
Where the surface of the valley is warmer. I mean, sorry got that backwards
The surface of the valley is colder than the air above
And that's what we've been stuck in it's actually quite a rare pattern
And the reason it happened is because early in the season
We got a bunch of rain well not a bunch we got a decent storm
like
mid-october or so
So it was just enough to get all the ground nice and wet
Right before the weather turned cold
so that that
That moisture didn't evaporate
So we got
This situation now, that's my theory. Anyway, i'm not i'm not a fucking meter meteorologist. So give me a break
If i'm wrong about that i'm fucking wrong. So
Yeah
That's all I got for this morning's update I reckon I don't know what else to talk about right now
Who cares about my stocks
Who like honestly who really cares about what i'm working on right now
I can tell i'm working on text speech pdf reader. I guess that's more important than my stocks
Has a little bit more substance than stocks but working on text speech pdf reader
I got a nice review from somebody this morning somebody from new zealand. I got a five-star review
Which was a nice little boost confidence because it just so happens. That's the app i'm working on right now
i'm porting over
the
The um purchasing code
So I don't want to bore you to death if you've actually if you're actually still listening to this
Um, wow
Hello
But i'm not going to get into the details of what i'm working on but suffice it to say
I'm seeing it as a sign from god
That I got a five-star review
And it just so happens that's the app i'm working on right now it's a sign from god
Yeah, okay, sorry for the cheesy stuff